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Lights down, you up and die

Sat Dec 17, 2005, 12:32 AM
...and a year later, she returns.

Things have been a little hectic.
Work (3 jobs)
Band (my life)
School (...that "other woman")
Family (I've been neglecting)
College woes (FSU-1 Kathryn-zip)
College hoorays (USM <3's Kathryn)

So lots of things have changed in a year.
I dated Mike again. And we fell apart again. And I fell apart again a little on the inside.
I've had three different jobs. Southern Style Desserts (quit in August), Summerhouse (Still hostessing. <3), and Belk (Today was my last day.)
And now I'm helping my mom out at her shop, and working at the Summerhouse.
<3 I love it.

I've made new friends, reconnected with some old ones, dropped some people because they were bad influences, and made some important choices.

But deep down I'm the same:
Confused, not funny (but thinks she is.), constantly out of tune when singing, argumentative, bored with all this, single (hahaha- story of my life?), a tad bit lonely and sad, but pretty peppy and plenty loud.

Yeah, I'm pretty fucked up.

;)
But I'm also tired... so I'm going to take a shower and go to sleep.
I've uploaded some pictures that I really liked (Photography is fun!) and I hope you guys like them.
<3's
Kathryn
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~Coronadofwb Dec 17, 2005, 7:42:14 AM
Yay for self-improvement. I know how you feel, but in an experience quite opposite to yours. I don't know if you read my bulliten on myspace titled "Death Date", well, just check it out if you haven't. It speaks for itself. You think your in a college woe. I haven't even applied for any yet. I was going to check out FSU online if it's not too late. If that school has the best Meteorology program in Florida, than thats where I plan to go :D What's up with Mike? Does he still go to college, because I heard somewhere along the line that he dropped out. Forgive me if this isn't true. By the way, I think your funny and not confusing at all. You really know how to have a good time, even in times when things really suck. Yay Photography! :w00t:

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The purpose of playing the French Horn: To race other French Horn players to see who can get a marble to travel through their horn the fastest. -- From the Nick Magazine :giggle:
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~vervian Dec 17, 2005, 4:47:20 PM
<3 thanks!
I think Mike's still in college.
I just got accepted to USM, but he's a major roadblock, I'm sad to say.
I just really want him out of my life.
Yes, check out FSU! The deadline for applications is Jan. 15th!
<3
-Kathryn out
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~Coronadofwb Dec 17, 2005, 5:17:03 PM
Thanks for that info. I was really scared I was going to be too late. Sorry about you and Mike. I hope your internal conflict ends really soon, since its Christmas now :party: The one time of the year when your actually commanded to be happy :w00t: As strange as it seems... :paranoid: lol Have a good one. I'll see you next year, our graduation year :boogie:

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The purpose of playing the French Horn: To race other French Horn players to see who can get a marble to travel through their horn the fastest. -- From the Nick Magazine :giggle:
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